I've been pretty depressed for a while now and it's kinda hard to get out of the black cloud long enough to write about anything meaningful.
I've been writing in a paper diary...
extract:
Sat 14th March, 1.10am.This has been going on for a while now (since new year's at least) and I don't know when it will go away, so bear with me for now, ok?
I am tired of being who people think I am, who they expect I am. I am tired of people I barely know thinking they know me. I am tired of here and I WANT TO GO HOME.
I'm going home on Saturday which I'm hoping will help. And then to Italy in May. At which point I probably won't be able to post at all. Oh dear.
1 comments:
hello, it's maz. please don't be alarmed, i've always followed this blog, just by coming across it by chance through your facebook when we first added each other. i just like your writing style.
anyway, isolation's a bitch. your diary entry basically illustrated my feelings throughout the entirety of last year, and i didn't exactly enjoy it either. not that i can know how you feel, but i hope you feel better soon, or at least more content. have a lovely easter :)
Post a Comment